Oh hello BLOG its nice to know that you are still working and alive. to my surprise, there are still some random readers who happened to click this dead and probably, boring blog of mine. THANKS STRANGERS, LOVE YAH! *keep the faith alive*
So, what makes me to blog again? Hmmmmmmmmmmmm. I am bored (?) and there's a lot of things inside my mind (as always). I've been very busy since i started working, works seems to be okay now, maybe i'm getting used to it, with all the scoldings and accusations of "some" people, it's just that i don't know how long should i stay or should i stay for good? . Gosh, i miss my husband and my home and my LIFE!. I only have a normal conversation with my husband once a week and that is my off day. we hardly see each other due to time differences of our work.
Anyway, i just got my appraisal from my MANAGER. i am happy about the result it's literally gives me hope to stay. i just hate the idea of attending all the training and being stuck with someone i don't really get along with. GAAAAAAAAD! good thing customers always praised and compliments my working skills. at least i know that i am not useless.
So much about work we changed the topic to another nonsense thought. THE FREAKING WEDDING IS ONLY 2 MONTHS TO GO! and i really feel that there's so much things to do. you know so little time so much things to do. FUCK! (Oh shit, i think my swearing habits came back) i just really wish all these weddings will ended soon. this really makes me stress for more than a year, i want a semi-peaceful fucking life that only thinks about the home loan, monthly bills and mcst and of course save money for my future BLIP.
Seriously, these wedding makes everybody so stressed. please wake me up when April Endssssss.
See i told ya, this is so boring blog.
Anyway, i saw this video of Ricky Lo interviewing Anne Hathaway. I really feel so embarrassed for him. AS IN. he really looks stupid while doing his interview, but anyway he must be very nervous but still he is not a newbie, he doesn't look like a professional. Anyway it's just that a piece of my comment after watching it.
Back to the wedding. (and i know this is so random) The good thing about this wedding, it became a mini reunion. And i've been thinking about Jeff, my twin. (he is one of my entourage.) and the thing that he told me back in 2009.
November 2009
I am so sad that my outlet will transfer me to another outlet as i am useless for them. i am so depressed and i got no one to talk to. good thing jeff is online and he gave me a words of encouragement. he even told me that, who knows that i'm going to meet the man who is destined to me.
Seriously, i've met him and he is actually Dwijin. I think jeff can see the future. HAHAHA. okay a bit of future or maybe he have a super power of make what he says to happen (does my sentence is right?, C'mon since when i bothered about it?) that's why i ask jeff to be part of my entourage as he is the first person who sees Dwijin coming into my life.
Okay, i'm sleepy and i need to sleep and make Dwijin force to sleep. he's been playing games since 10 pm and now its freaking 2:17 am. GOODNIGHT!!!
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PS: hope i will find the wedding shoes that is destined for me. :)
