Let's Talk, Kitty Talk : Suicide not Homicide

(I only grabbed this picture in google that leads me to a blog site http://travel-on-a-shoe-string.blogspot.sg,)

This is one of the latest story in Philippines.

normally, i don't pay attention to this kind of news as i want to:

1. respect the "soul" of whoever person died.

2. i don't know them at all.

Yesterday morning, I saw some one posted on their newsfeed in Facebook that the LRT in Philippines stop their business for that day because there is some woman jumped into the railroad and got hit by the train. Then i was like, okay. someone suicide must be very depressed in her life or maybe someone is in mental disorder and she thinks she got super power. well, what's new? I'm sure that moment, that time there's a lot of people trying to kill them self whether successful or not in every part of the world. Killing oneself is part of the reality in this world. specially when you are depressed.

Yesterday evening when i reached home, i watched the Philippines' News and saw the CCTV footage of this woman who jumped and kill her self. The scenario is like this ; It's a peak hour, there is a woman who looks pretty okay to me only she walks very slow, she's trying to get in but for some reason she can't slot in her ticket so, there is a man who help her. the place is a bit crowded, when the train is approaching the security guard inside the premises seems like he is trying to warn the people to move back as the train is coming. He even passed by with this woman. The next scene is very fast, just right after the guard passed by her, the train's some carriage is already in the "station zone" this woman suddenly jump, hold the railings and BOOM! she got hit by the train and with all in fair, the driver of the train didn't continue, the train even stop. In all angle of the CCTV, the woman killed herself. (if you don't understand my description, try to search on you tube)

What makes this story interesting and annoying is not my english / grammar they are going to file a case against the Train Driver. WTF?! as in WADAPAK! are you serious?? It's unbelievable! case for what?? I was so shocked that i don't even remember the right term of the case they are filing, thanks to my friend who posted something on his facebook on how he is so irritated about this incident. They are filing, RECKLESS IMPRUDENCE RESULTING IN HOMICIDE. and what makes this story more interesting is the one  who will file against the driver is the LRTA itself. the LRTA who even says that the woman committed suicide. 

Oh c'mon. are you trying to make fun of your self / company? you said that the woman committed suicide and you even have a CCTV which i think is a STRONG EVIDENCE then why are you filing a case against this poor train driver who just doing his job in a one fine day? 

Here's my points  why they shouldn't file a case against the driver.

1) The woman jumped! nobody pushed her and the driver didn't went down on the train he is driving just to push the woman. 

2) She is not supposed to go down on the railings.what does she thinks? a pedestrian crossing?

3) With that unpredictable event, with that speed of the train even the driver hit the break, with that distance between the train and the woman. Sure one, will got hit what?!. 

4) It's simply that the LRTA is CONTRADICTING their self. If they want to file a case against this driver just to show and let the other people know that they are doing some actions, it's too obvious that they are doing it only FOR A SHOW and if its' not really their INTENTION, well what are they doing now looks like they just want to . 

I have a message to this people who's holding the LRT, there is a right time to do the RIGHT ACTIONS.

So dear readers, what do you think? do i have a point or i'm just wasting my time with this issue?

NOTE: The picture of the train above is not the "involve" one. picture is for display purposes only. :)

I waited for nothing.

It's been more than 2 weeks i guess, since i applied for this job an d i got hired. I even think that the Boss is the kind of person who is cool, frank and smart, a Boss that i like. I waited for 2 weeks and hoping that the Gov't will Approved my / our application. with that two weeks i prepare my self by reading about Bartending, trying to remember all the concoction.  I cannot wait anymore because i really really wanted to work.

So, the 2 weeks finally came and i was so excited and nervous to ask for a new update from my "future" boss, his voice sound okay and happy, no trace of sadness so it gave me positive hope. I can feel the Good News, the Good Vibes running through my veins until he said my most awaited answer to my question. " I HAVE A BAD NEWS FOR YOU" from that 7 words that came straight from his mouth, i felt that the second floor of our house collapsed on me. my tears are trying to escape from my eyes, but i control it. I don't want my "supposed to be future" boss hear it, nor feel the sadness from my voice. I even asked him about RE-APPEAL but he is not interested with it, instead he told me he will turn over my case to another Agency, but this time i need to pay for any money that they will ask from me.

I am so depressed, super mega duper depressed. I feel so sorry for my self, self-pity. I feel so sorry with Dwi. I don't want him to do all the work and me, just stay at home wife who do all cleaning stuffs. I am not against being a housewife, in fact i am a organize person. but i believe that i can do both, I can do everything at the same time. That's what i want. do work outside and do work inside. i want to feel that i am not a useless person, i don't want my 4 years of studying this degree will go straight again in dustbin, yes, i know i threw it before but can't you see i am trying to pick up the pieces of me.

I am truly sorry for a very emotional me today. I am just so sad and depressed. right now, while typing this tears are coming out, i already burst in tears.

Dwi said, Life is like that. which i agree. Maybe i am not used to it. maybe because since college, i am starting to work my ass. and this is the first time that i stayed so long without a job.


Oh gosh please enlighten me....

I am so depressed.

I am

....Until it hurts

Hello There!!, I'm back with my new entry "...until it hurts"

First of all i wanted to say sorry to my friends who keeps messaging me on my FB, sorry i wasn't able to reply because i am so busy doing our invitation card (deadline is this freaking FRIDAY!!) and I am so addicted playing with SIMS 2. 

I am terribly sorry to my little sister who keeps on calling me thru skype but i keep on declining it. i really felt bad after i played and realize how i neglect you (woooooooh! too drama lor)

anyway, i will try to keep this entry short and simple, as i am not feeling okay, as in for real i am sick. That's explain my blog entry's title. since i bought the SIMS last Monday, I am being too irresponsible with myself. most of the time i always scold Dwi when he still playing with computer games late at night, i even told him so many times that he don't have any Discipline with his self. I am seriously feel so embarrass as me, myself and I is suffering from Migraine for constantly playing SIMS 2.

I am a one kind of a jerk who is so addicted (how many times i typed/say addicted?) with this Game. I even skip meals and do multitasking, such as doing invitation cards, do the laundry, cook and wash.

Somehow, i felt so disappointed with my self by doing all of these. now, I am bed ridden as I am suffering Migraine. I am literally throwing up and have slight fever. Now, if you are wondering how come i can still post some blog entry despite of all, i got two reason.

1) to share what lesson i learned from me being a total dork.

2) I had a quick check this morning with this site and i noticed that i got some readers who visited my blog. I am so touch and happy to know that i do have "friends" who is visiting my site. I think that maybe they are waiting for some "new" post, since everyday i post i think at least 3 times a day. and i don't want to  let you down. I realized that you gave time to visit my site so i will give time for all of you "friends". much love to everyone. 

So, Here's my short, quick and sweet update about my self today. please continue supporting me with my craziness. please give me a favor by joining my site as a member, so we will be very close to each other or you can also email mo at andichat12@gmail.com for anything, maybe like request, favor or what....THANKS I REALLY APPRECIATE IT A LOT AND DON'T FORGET TO COMMENT HERE, NOT ON MY FB :))

Love you friends, Keep Safe :))

FOOD : Sunday Adventure.

Ola, Seniorito and Seniorita!!!

This Blog entry of mine is about the adventure of Dwi and ofcourse with ME yesterday. :)

Here's what happened. 

Our errands are:

1) Go to NEX to buy the bed for our new tenant.

2) Go to Sim Lim to buy blank cd's for our so called pre-wedding invitation exclusively for our Singapore Guest.

So, we left the house around 1ish because i am still figuring out what is Nuffnang. (because i joined! as you can see there is a Advert on the right side of my blog.) 

So while walking, we saw uncle who is selling ice cream. we are both happy because it's very seldom that an ice cream will pass by on our street. Anyway, i took a photo of my ice cream (please see below). 

This is actually Singapore's ice cream quite similar to Philippines dirty ice cream. Actually they do have thi very famour 1 dollar ice cream. It's actually siok because it's one block of ice cream in bread or waffle, which actually Dwi bought and i forgot to take photo. :))

Okay, so we fast forwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaard.

When we reached NEX, we went straight to Courts to order the bed and buy some other stuffs like Ink Cartridge and Vacuum Bag.

For our Late Lunch we had Texas.

I ordered the chicken burger with onion rings, while Dwi ordered the Spicy version of it with fries. 

Dwi is a FRIES PERSON

While me, i will choose ONION RINGS over FRIES.

This is the third time we ate at Texas. The first time i guess it's also at Nex Branch and i totally forgot what we ate, while second time we tried Texas is in Expo, we ordered Chicken which is okay-okay only for us. We actually didn't like the Corn bread that comes together with the chicken.

So, we are so surprised that the burger that we ate yesterday is so SIOK. It's big compare to other chicken burger and according to Dwi, the spicy one is better than the other one. One thing for sure we will go back for Texas Burger!! 

So we went to Sim Lim to buy the blank cd's and went to Kelvin's house to burn it. for dinner we went back to Nex lor. HAHAHA.

Our Dinner is so incredibly delicious. we had it at Soup Restaurant, it's a chinese restaurant that me and Dwi thought its a very small restaurant. HAHAHA

This is the VID (Ver Important Dish)

According to Kelvin this is actually the famous Chicken that this restaurant selling. I understand why because the sauce is so delicous. you can actually just eat the rice with the sauce. and of course the chicken also is fantastic. This two really made a perfect combination.

HAHAHA. I know this is a bit lousy entry for today, but i tried my best to share what happened to our daily life yesterday. :))

I'm actually quite busy doing the pre-wedding invitation. but i will still update you with my blogs. :))

Rants : Guys who act handsome and cool

He is a nightmare, a total nightmare!!! (okay, quite Overacting, but i swear i don't want to see his face anymore!)

This is only a piece of my so called "productive day" today. 

Here's what happened. 

Me and Dwi are heading back to the Bugis MRT from Sim Lim Square. we walked in Bugis Street and It's so damn crowded. I am not exaggerating but it's really looks like Divisoria (a place in Manila, Philippines) people are trying to squeeze their self just to reach the not so crowded spot. since I am small, i walked first leaving Dwi behind, when i managed to escaped, i just stop for a while and look back just to check Dwi and then i continued walking. 

As i continued walking in a semi-crowded way, there is a voice of a Guy, whispered in my ear..

Guy : Hi, How are you?

just to avoid any commotion, i tried to walk into the other side, but he really followed me, i stop for a while and he walked in front of me, so i though he will just go straight. Chee Bye, the Guy stop in front of me, face me and winked at me. I was so stunned and his face is smiling like he is waiting for me to say anything. 

Me : What's your problem?!

I didn't wait for him to answer, i turned back and look for Dwi. 

That Guy really pissed me off to the death. I felt that nabastos ako.(sorry i don't know what is the direct translation in english). I don't know the exact race of that Guy but I know he is a Foreigner. A local guy will not do that. That type of Guys are those typical guys that goes out with "most" of Pinays Househelper.

 What does the guy think? All Filipina will go out with them? For the record, He is not Handsome, He is so short and he.........stink.  I think this Guy already have this kind of mindset. Well, I proved to his bloody face that i am different, NOT ALL will be attracted with them, Hindi na nga gustuhin ang mukha, bastos pa.

I really can't get over with it. I am not in the good mood tonight to share my productive day. 

Food : Dinner Date @ Shabu Sushi - Nex

Last night after my Interview cum Gossip i met Dwi at Nex Mall for our Dinner. (I didn't managed to kick my ass on my fantastic kitchen because of the Interview) We both don't know where to eat so we just keep on walking and walking until we find ourselves in front of this Shabu-Sushi -Steamboat. 

We used to go there and eat if we feel like eating japanese food. It's more cheaper and accessible compare to the other one we also used to go. Anyway, The shop changed a bit, crowd wise, It's no longer crowded compare before. also, Dwi also realized that not much of variety anymore, which i seriously didn't notice because i only eat beef. 

We managed to have a seat on a comfortable one. (there is a time that we sit in a crowded corner)

We got sukiyaki and chicken soup. which we really don't sip or drink

Dwi found this cute Angry Bird. which i didn't eat, because i only eat BEEEEF

Here's the plate of Beef that i ate. :) Nobody can't stop meeeeee!

I Freaking love BEEEEEEF!

This is what we called Sushi Buffet. :)

We ate more than this pictures. We are too busy eating so i didn't managed to take a photo. Well, everybody knows that Dwi and I love to eat and no once can stop us. HEHE. Actually, Dwi had Durian Ice Cream, which I really hate, while me I am totally fine eating beef. :)

So far, I enjoyed my dinner there. I love not crowded place when i am totally hungry. who doesn't right?

What's New? : A pair of sandal

Welcome to the F-A-M-I-L-Y!

Yes, a new pair of sandal

I bought this last week at Payless (Yes, the name of the shop is Payless). They are actually selling different brands that to be honest, I am not familiar. (But, i think they are actually popular in USA (?) ). Actually, Dwi is the one who pay for it, the third footwear that he bought for me. He also bought a new black shoe for office and according to him for our church wedding. LOL

Me : Okay you're done, and I am going to size 5 section

Dwi : Why?

Me: Why?, It's my turn.

Dwi : You got a loooot (he really emphasize the word LOT) of shoes already.

Me: Yeah, i know. But my Charles and Keith is spoiling already.

Dwi : which one?

Me: The black with big flower on top.

-----END OF CONVERSATION--

Dwi will only allowed me to buy a new one if one of my shoes is dying already. 

Anyway I already tried this cutie sandal and I am not happy about it. It gave me a remembrance on my feet. I got blisters and now it's already a scars. The only solution that i have, is don't zip it. I am not sure if the zipper is the cause of my blisters but it's more comfortable if i will not close it. 

Well, another lesson learned for me, Not all cute are painless. Hihihi. but i can't resist cute designs. :))

Rants : Things that I don't like about Dwi

No matter how much you love the person, there is always "things" that you don't like or hate about them. AM I RIGHT?

Things that you don't like but you still stick with them for these reasons

1) They are not like that before, (especially during courtship period). MEANING : an old characters that only shows up after the most awaited day. 

2) You just deeply in-love, gaga and crazy of that person. so, no matter how bitch or a womanizer the person is, you just don't care. you will close one eye until you can still hold the pain. 

3) You already signed the dotted line so you don't have a choice but to accept and slowly understand. just like what the old saying, "makikilala mo lang ng lubusan ang isang tao kapag nakasama mo na siya sa isang bubong" (For those people who cannot understand it, sorry. Just Google Translate it. )

I think, the number 3 is the combination of 1 and 2, AM I RIGHT AGAIN?? :)

So, just like a normal couple who just recently got married, we are also experiencing that kind of shit. I found a lot of "FLAWS" with him, some are tolerable or i slowly understand and tolerate but some are still CANNOT. so here are the list of CANNOT TOLERATE NO MATTER WHAT ; THINGS THAT I DON'T LIKE ABOUT DWI

NUMBER 5 : UNSWEETENED DWI

     It's really annoying that the Person you fell in love with because of sweetness suddenly changes after signing the marriage cert. The Same guy who always kissed and hug you in PUBLIC, yeah something like Public Display of Affection but not to the highest level is now cannot do that anymore, for a reason that I DON'T KNOW. I am thinking that maybe we are too close, and we are more like acting a best of friend / wife than sweethearts / wife. but still, i find it so weird and Fucking annoying especially when he is walking ahead of me.

NUMBER 4: COMPUTER GAMES AND MANGGA ALL THE TIME

     TV + Computer Games + Reading Comics online everyday is damn Siao. He is so addictive like a youngster. like my nephew and nieces. when you disturbed him while doing this stuffs whaaaa, damn moody leh. something like I am dealing with kids. 

NUMBER 3: SLEEP SO MUCH

     Sleep late, sleep so much. Sleep like until afternoon during weekend. Sleep until he can smell food and just wake up to eat. WAHLAO! I felt like I'm a maid leh. serious leh, it's driving me crazy especially when i am trying to wake him up and keep saying 5 minutes every 5 minutes, until the 5 minutes became and hour, 2 hours or 3 hours? until i will just give up, surrender lah!

NUMBER 2: LAZZZZZY

     Lazy, in many ways. Ask him for help to this or do that, will mumble like a kid. when reached home and will change clothes, he is like a snake just leave all on the floor. ask him to put properly inside the used clothes container, make noise and like just anyhow put. same with if i will ask for help to wash dishes, cannot do properly, leave the sink fucking messy. really man. 

NUMBER 1: ACTING LIKE A KID

     Since I am younger than him 7 years, in front of other people he act like a real man, BUT if only the two of us, HOMAYGOODNESS GODDESS! He is like a kid. something like my sister. So, if people ask me when are we planning to have kids, i always answered them that, taking care of Dwi is like taking care of a baby. which of course they will not believe one, since Dwi is showing the "manly" to them. But seriously, this kind of characteristics of Dwi really drive me crazy. This is something that i really cannot understand and tolerate. It's always draining mg patience, no matter how many times i will convince my self that patience is a virtue.

BUT, despite all of these i'm still loving him unconditionally. in this world, there is no such thing as PERFECT. I'm sure there's also a lot of bad traits of me that Dwi hates, but since he doesn't have any blog and he actually don't read my blog. he cannot defend himself. 

I love Dwi and I am willing to embrace this annoying traits that he have just like what he is doing to me. :)

Interview cum Gossip with some Ice cream on the house.

Atlast! I finally went to this job interview that I'm supposed to meet yesterday. roughly i'm quite familiar with the place naman kasi it's the same way going straight to the East Coast, the nearest Ocean / Sea or whatever. Hehehe, thanks to Google and it gave me an Idea where is the Eifxact location is.

But you know there is something with me that i really hate about, I don't have a sense of direction. I took a different bus going there, what i mean different bus is yung bus na she didn't recommend. I know that i stop at the correct bus stop but i don't understand why i still got lost. :/ yes, i walk back and forth, twice until i saw someone and he is very nice enough to ask me if i am lost. :) finally found the place and felt a bit disappointed. 

Well, the place is so small and there is only 3 seats inside. It's really small. So i went inside and look for Grace. She passed me a form that i need to fill up then umupo ako sa labas because there is no place inside. She told me to call her once i finish, which I did. Kaya lang, when i called her, she made me wait for some couple of minutes. not that long, it's just you are waiting for your friend ordering some Ice cream for you. After a while, finally she went outside. 

When i saw her, i have this feeling that she is a Filipino. but the way she speaks english is way different from other Pinoy here. her's is neither American or Trying hard Accent. It'snot also Singlish accent. She keeps speaking in English which i answered mixed Singlish and American accent. Until in the middle of our interview i asked her if she's a Singaporean, she made me guess pa nga and i told her frankly that she looks like a Pinoy, which she confirmed.

She told me, she's been staying here in Singapore for 6 years so she is not used to speak in Tagalog but she's still able to talk in Tagalog, the thing is she is no longer used to it. I understand her, because when you start talking in English tuloy tuloy nalang din yun, just like when you talk Tagalog tuloy tuloy na din, AUTOMATIC BA!. but when i found out that she's a Filipina, i can't stop myself to talk to her in Tagalog. Hello, it's once in a blue moon opportunity yun no. Bihira nalang ako makipag communicate ng Tagalog verbally ha, dito sa Singapore. I keep talking and answering to her in (i guess) most comfortable language. 

She finally start talking to me in our mother tongue. And tama nga ako she became comfortable to me, Our interview turns into chismisan ng parang old friends. which i think is good kasi in that way you will understand each others point. We made a deal and she really wants me to work there, after hearing her stories and situation, parang may nag flash back sakin, my Days in Harrys. :) 

Now, i will give her a chance. She really wants me that she keeps on calling me hanggang ngayon. she even told me that, ayaw nya na ako pakawalan na kinatuwa ko naman, kasi it sounds desperate LOL. 

So i left her store around 6 and meet Dwi for dinner. 

I actually wanted to tell some more, but I am so dead tired and i think i shouldn't spill some complicated issue, for now. HAHAHAHA

I love you readers. Love you Fifteeners :))

Goodnight. <3

The Barney's Attack : Blair Carabuena

Isang Goooooood Morning to all of you my precious :)) I just woke up and i am now facing my dear "baby" (laptop). I actually read news through yahoo.

The other night, i saw my bestfriend post something about this Barney looking bullying a MMDA. well, i wasn't managed to watch it that time, as the video is not yet available in my country. but this morning i tried my best and Viola! I managed to watch it. I almost spit my coffee on my "baby". 

This Barney looking guy is such a moron. Grabe lang to the highest level, it makes me think kung napadami ba ang pagkain nya ng taba ng baboy para ma high blood siya and mag react ng ganun? He don't have the rights to do that. I really felt bad to the manong who didn't do anything. Grabe lang, If this Barney think he is too rich na pwede nyang ganyan ganyanin ang mga tao ng gobyerno? bakit hindi nalang siya bumili ng isang Island and make his self a Fucking King? he's own rules, own Island and ask the Government to give that Island to be his own country. In short i-isolate na ang Baboy na yan. He is too Arrogant! Bakit? Dahil ba mukha siyang goon? Mukha talaga siyang mambubugbog? Mukha siyang mabaho dahil sa balbas nyang sarado? (Okay, I am not against sa mga lalakeng balbas sarado, may pinagbabagayan naman kasi yun).

And I just read na sinuspinde na siya work nya. suspinde lang? hindi ba pwede tanggalin na agad-agad sa work? I mean, If he is working in my company and there is this concrete evidence kung gaano siya kasaula, kababoy, kawalang pinag-aralang pag uugali, i will straight away fire him, yung literal na sinugin! pero since hindi pwedeng sinugin, Patatalsikin ko na lang siya. Kiber Teddy Bear na kung ano man na gawa nya for company, kasi hindi papanatag ang loob ko na baka doon sa ibang employer or sa ibang tao eh ginaganyan nya din na posible na maka apekto sa imahe ng company ko. and for sure pag napatalsik na siya sa company ko, i will let everybody knows specially the reason para wala ng tumanggap sa kanya.

Dear Barney Looking Blair Carabuena, sana hindi ka na nag purple dinamay mo pa si Barney, si Barney kasi may magandang imahe especially sa kids. I wish napahiya ka ng bonggang bongga! Sana malasin ka sa kayabangan mo. Dibale, pagdadasal ko din na matanggalan at wala ng tumanggap sayong trabaho. HAHAHA. Sana magdusa ka para ma value mo ang life mo. ma value mo ang blessings na meron ka na tinatamasa mo ngayon. Wala kang kwenta. Nasilaw ka na sa pera at posisyon na meron ka. Mahiya ka sana sa mga Kamag-anak mo at higit sa lahat sa Magulang mo. 

Barney, please MAKONSENSYA KA!

Random Me # 2

Hello! It's me again and welcome to my Random Me # 2. 

yes! I decided to this Random Me thingy specially when I got a lot of thoughts  running inside my mind :) just in case you are looking for my random me # 1, I titled it "Some Random Post" (http://andichat.blogspot.sg/2012/07/some-random-post.html)

So, let's start this Random Me..

Random No. 1: I changed the whole layout / design of my Blog.

     I'm sick of my OLD LAYOUT. I'm sick of the pink and too girly layout. It's just not me. (Or maybe it's me, before. when I felt like I'm a TRUE BLUE FINE LADY). Well, i still use pink but with the darker touch of other colors. What do you think of my new layout? Havey, Waley or Kiber lang?

Random No. 2 : I Finally got Members!

     Wohooooooooooooooooooo! After convincing my friends to join here and be my member. (yes, i convinced them) I aready got my TOP 5 friends. hehehe. well, you can see 7 but the other 2 is actually me. hehehe. I seriously pity myself seeing no members but everytime i check my status on how many people saw / read / accidentally drop by i got quite a lot of visitors. but why nobody cares joining me? Well, If i got 50 members excluding me, I will be very grateful and I will makes some game for prizes. :))

   Another reason that urge me to ask my friends to join me is because of Dwi. He told me that i keep on blogging but nobody cares. :/ Sian. I want to punch him straight to his balls, but since i still want some little me and little Dwi, I didn't punch him. :)

Random No. 3 : Diarrhea 

     I have an interview today but i didn't managed to attend it. For mother-father sake, I got a Diarrhea. even though i don't like the job offer it's still pai sai to call the person and told her that i'm not able to meet her because of my Goodness Goddess Diarrhea. Yes, I know this is one of the most effective reason or excuse but this is the most disgusting, awkward and embarrassing reason. (I think so) . 

     I'm having a Diarrhea because, I am taking this Diet Pills that the Ate (Yes, she's a Filipina) selling in Guardian. She recommend it to me because It's cheap and according to her there is no "tae" effect unlike the other products. But Damn! There is! There is! I felt like going to that shop and bring my watery shitty along and show it to her, to let her know that the product got the side effect, side effect that i really don't like. But that is so waaaaaaaaaaaaaay DISGUSTING. Imagine, if i will do that, bring that awful thing on the train, sure one got fine, more expensive than the fine for DURIAN. 

     And this is the best part of having a  Diarrhea, Well Dwi knew what happened to me and he got some  balls to ask me if I want to go to Nex and eat (Nex is one of the fairy new mall here). I mean, who will ask someone who got Diarrhea? 

Random No. 4 : If Everything turns to shit then must think of something else.

     Well, it's been a week since my "new" boss told me that he's going to apply for my pass. but until now I don't have any news. I am so bored and i really really want to work as soon as possible. Not a housewife work but a real work. Sian. Well, i was thinking that if i am no longer lucky here in Dwi's country then maybe i should go back and start to join my friends Business. His Business is about Events, Planning. My dream Job before i dream to be a Bartender.  But Looks like Dwi doesn't want to stay in Philippines. Then how? How to manage a business If I am not going to stay in Philippines, right?

Random No. 5 : All is well after the heart to heart talk.

     Well, I actually don't know what to put on my Number 5 Random Me, well i can always stop at 4 right? but i think when I stop to 4 it will be very odd. As it Usually Top 3, Top 5 or Top 10. Anyway, Me and Dwi are back to normal after i forced him to speak up. seems the heart to heart talked that we had last weekend turns out to be effective. We both act now like nothings happen. Oh well, this kind of stuffs are really normal in marriage life, so COMMUNICATION always plays an Important Role in any kind of Relationship.

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So here are my Top 5 Random Me # 2.  Hope you appreciate this little silly thoughts inside my tiny brain. 

More members pleaseeeee. :))

It's so easy, just click the Join this site under the Readers. (Left side) and you can join using your very own Gmail, Twitter or Yahoo Account. 

Love yah!

Is it really working?

HAHAHA. I supposed to have a job interview this afternoon, which i really don't feel like going to. since I already made a promise that i'll be coming and of course i want to have more option  I decided to go.

The funny thing is I am actually having a Diarrhea and i still forced my self to go. I'm already in the bus stop nearby and waiting for the bus when my stomach pains (just like while i'm typing this). So, I don't have  a choice but to head back home and call the shop. I actually forgot the term of "Diarrhea" so i called Dwi first to check what does keep on TAE in english.

Nahihiya man ako, but i still need to call her (the ice cream lady) and inform her my situation, i told her that tomorrow should be fine and same time. (Urggg.. my stomach is painful again).

Now, i am wondering if this is the effect of the diet pills that i am taking. but the sales lady, the Ate told me there is no side effect, but what is this? It's really damn pain leh. 

But if the pills is really working it only means that i will loose weight? hahaha.

I can't wait to be back in my normal size and if i do get back, i will promise to myself that i will maintain it. :)

Rainy Singapore

Weee! Finally, It's Raining here! :))

A shot from our window. (Obvious ba?)

Shot from our balcony. yes I know my plant i dying. think Lav, got cancer :/

Taken from our private pool. feels like i want to swim :)

Waaah. I feel so cold but hopefully later when i go out for my interview the rain will stop even just for a while. which makes me think that i don't feel like going to, but if i will not go, Dwi will make noise. Sure yun! 

Dwi : So how's the Interview

Me: I didn't go.

Dwi : Why you didn't go?! what if they will offer you higher pay

Me : I don't feel like selling Ice cream, i feel like i will get fat there.

Hmmmm. If that is the kind of reason i will give him, think he will go nuts. HAHAHAHA, seriously.

Last night, i ask Dwi if ever i will finally join jason in his business, will he go with me and stay in Philippines? he said NO. hmmm.

How will i convinced him? if he wants to migrate in Australia. What are the best reasons that i can give him so he will agree with me. 

Okay, off topic na ako and the sun's back again!

Job Offer

I got a phone call, in such an odd hours (i guess)

I got a Job Offer.... WAIT TU-TUMBLING MUNA AKO!!!!

Okay, Kapagod tumambling...

I got an offer from an Ice cream shop. Yiiiiiiiiiiis. Ice cream shop. Actually, while talking to her i don't feel like working there. (PIHIKAN). I think i send my CV to them last month and she just called me after a month? Why??????????  anyway, work is work job is job but selling ice cream is not really my thing. Soreeeeee. but I am still going for my Ineterview, just see and how. The only good thing in this Ice cream shop is the timing and its very near in our house. 

And this is not just simple scooping thingy. they cook and chopped the ice cream. put additional flavors like nuts, nuts, nuts and nuts. (I only saw nuts in their FB Page).

They mix the ice cream and nuts or anything else that is edible to eat. then they call their self as the Chef. Hahahahahaha. but seriously, that's what they call.

Dwi's friend : How are you? so you got a new job?

Me : Yap, I'm a chef

Dwi's friend : Really? which Restaurant? what is your specialty?

Me: My specialty is Ice cream :))..

Hmmm. If ever i will be working there (if they will give me a better pay)  maybe i will create my own ice cream flavor. How about a lasagna ice cream? an ice cream with beef, cheese, pasta and tomato sauce. What do you think guys?

maybe an Adobo Ice cream. Hmmmm. sounds good :) Nilagang Baka Ice cream? Tinolang Ice  cream? Hihihi. Okay i should stop this nonsense.

So i'll just go there tomorrow at five-ish, and let you guys updated. :))

Obsession 2

Lahat tayo ay may kanya kanyang obsession. Some are obsess sa Gadgets, Make-up, Shoes and a lot more. sabi nga nila, masama ang pagiging Obsess, pero aminin nyo, etong Obsession na meron tayo (whatever it is) makes us Happy. Badtrip sa Jowa, Stress sa Work, Galit sa ibang mundo, magawa or maisip lang natin yung obsessions natin surity ako Goodbye Bad Vibes na. :)

So, I want to share my TOP 5 Obsession aside from my Hubby.

1. WATER

     Yes! I LOVE WATER. I think, i can be an ambassador for drinking water. yung mga utaw ditey sa Singapore nababaliw (na ba-badtrip) because even we are in fine dining or kahit hawker center lang, I always order water, Kiber na kung ex (as in expensive) ang tubig dito, basta after ng meal kailangan ko uminom ng water. I'll choose water over any softdrinks, I'll choose water over beer, wine or cocktails and most of all I'll choose water over Coffee. (Dwi is obsess with coffee).

2. SHOES

     There is a reason behind my obsession with shoes. For me, Shoes is the most important thing for me when it comes to fashion. with my cute size, not all shoes that i want i can buy. I am not choosy when it comes to shoes, I don't care what label it is, I don't go for brands, I go for designs. 

  

     I am size 4 1/2 or 5, depends on the cutting. most of the time i felt so depressed if i can't buy the shoes that i like due to size. That's why, Kapag meron nagkasya for sure I'll go straight to the counter! I love my shoes and this is the reason why i can't let go of them. ( a reason why Dwi is so annoyed). Dwi got reason naman why he is suggesting to give away my shoes. some of my shoes kasi I only wear once, but he really doesn't understand the connection between me and my shoes.

3. BAGS

     I know i have the love for bags since when I was in Primary. Again, I am not into labels, okay na sakin yung sa UK as in Ukay-Ukay. I am really into designs and of course POCKETS! I love bags with a lot of pockets. I got a lot of bags that i left in Philippines and quite number of bags that i have here in Singapore. Unlike with shoes, I don't have a special connection with bags. I can give it away to my beloved friends or even to my very own sister who started to get addicted in collecting bags. 

4. MOZZARELLA CHEESE

     Who doesn't want or love a melted Mozzarella Cheese? 

     I love Pizza because of this cheese. I cannot call my self a cheese lover as i don't eat all kinds of cheese. just how I hate blue cheese because it stinks like garbage(?) (Okay OA na). Imagine a melted cheese on your pizza, yung tipong humahaba o bumabanat pa, how about the cheese on your burger na unti unting nag me-melt. Eh yung cheese sa nachos, yung dipping ha, the feeling of you want to dip your finger and suck all the cheese. FINGER LICKING GOOD. :) cheese makes you FAT, but who cares teddy bear, care bears? Kiber diba!

5. A CLEAN TOILET

     Not all Toilets are clean, Aminin nyo. it's either salaula lang talaga yung gumagamit or talagang salaula talaga. yung kahit pag flush lang eh hindi magawa, yung iba maarte ayaw upuan yung trono, pero TINUTUNGTUNGAN kaya ayun, ang dumi at nakakadiri na sa iba. 

     I think and I believe that, a clean toilet is also a way of saying na malinis kang tao, Agree?. and besides you need to have a clean toilet sa house kasi yun lang yung moment na meron ka to release all the bad elements inside your body. You will stay about 5 minute, dipende pa yun sa bad elements na meron ka. A clean toilet helps you to relax para mapabilis din ang paglabas. 

     I can't stand a dirty toilet, may lalaki na nagsabi sakin na ang arte ko dahil lang i required na sa tutuluyan namin sana malinis yung toilet. Feeling ko kasi pag madumi yung toilet may mga cockroach at spiders na lalabas. HAHAHA

So anyway, ginutom ako sa Cheese and I can't think of anything na tuloy. Kayo? Ano ang obsessions nyo?

**I just grabbed the photos in Google :)

Hagupit ni Habagat : Disiplina ang Kailangan

Last night i saw an article in a Newspaper regarding about this kapwa pinoy who got married during the Hagupit ni Habagat. It only proves that they really love each other, sabi nga nila, Blessing ang ulan. In fact, when i got married here in Singapore, umulan din PLUS may 2 rainbows na lumitaw :) 

Okay enough for some "GOOD NEWS" for my into and I am going to start the REAL SHIT here. 

Thanks to TFC at nakita ko kung gaano ka grabe ang baha na dulot ng isang MALAKAS NA ULAN. Imagine, Isa lang siyang ULAN and not a THYPOON. In fact, if you are going to compare this to Ondoy (The last thypoon / storm that i encountered in Phil before i went here in SG) eh mas malakas talaga ang dating ni Habagat. walang wala si Ondoy, Hiyang Hiya siya kay Habagat na ISA LANG ULAN.

Based on what i saw, mas worst ang Flood. yung bahay namin, yung street namin hindi yun binabaha pero according to my nanay, kaunting kaunti nalang papasukin na ang bahay namin which makes me and Dwi so worried. We keep on calling and checking them, gave tons of advice. and because of that I felt so bad because i wasn't able to check my other friends if they are still alive. (and to be frank, I am also busy here in Singapore).

Dwi and I donate some cash to our friend who held a relief operation. a small amount na we both know na big help yun for the victims. I can't even stand watching the news, nag ka trauma kasi ako because of Ondoy.

The following day, I watched Failon Ngayon, yung topic is about the recent flood. they went to some river kung saan ang daming squatter and caught in the act nga na habang nag sho-shoot sila there is someone na nagtapon ng basura sa RIVER. Ano yun? parang wala lang? sabi nga ng show, baka akala nila isang malaking dumpsite ang ilog na yun. 

I love Philippine, promise. but I can't stand what my some fellow Kababayan doing. Nung nasa PINAS pa ako, hindi naman sobrang Big Issue sakin ang pagkawalang Disiplina ng mga ibang kababayan ko. Nakakainis, OO pero wala naman ako magagawa eh, Kahit pa I'm doing my best na makatulong sa Kalinisan at Kaayusan ng bansa ko talo pa din ako ng  libo-libong Juan na walang paki alam. Parang 1 vs 100 lang ang peg. Nakakasawa pag sabihan ang mga taong hindi marunong umintindi. 

Nakakatakot na baka isang araw ang buong maynila ay lumubog nalang. mabura sa mapa. ERASE, BABUSH!. Kulang lang, ay hindi pala LANG, KULANG NA KULANG SA DISIPLINA. Totoong ang BASURA MO AY BABALIK SAYO. Nakakaasar at Nakakapikon kapag naiisip mo. 

Yung mga nasa squatter ang lagi nilang nirereklamo wala silang pera para makalipat sa maayos na lugar, kesyo mahirap sila. pero ano kinalaman nun sa simpleng pag dispose ng maayos ng basura nila? Hindi porket  mahirap sila eh hindi narin nila kayang itapon ng maayos ang basura? Mukhang lahat nalang ng bagay may dahilan sila, hindi nauubusan. Lagi nilang dahilan : MAHIRAP KAMI.

Ang daming rason, eto yung mga common na nirereklamo ng tao na gustong gusto ko sagutin.

1) sisisihin nila ang Gobyerno dahil walang enough na work. MERON NAMAN BAKA MAPILI LANG TALAGA.

2) Kulang ang kinikita pang buhay ng pamilya EH SINO BA MAY SABI NA MAG ANAK KA NG PITO?

3) Hindi ako nakapagtapos kasi wala kaming pera ASUS! BAKA TAMAD KA LANG, OR BAKA HINDI KA GANUN KA EAGER MAKAPAG TAPOS/MAKAPAG-ARAL TALAGA. KASI KUNG DESIDIDO KA GAGAWA KA NG PARAAN. PAGTITIYAGAAN MO.

For these common reasons, isa lang ang bagsak nito DISIPLINA, Hindi lahat meron. Hindi lahat ng mahihirap ang dapat sisihin, may mga mayayaman din dyan na walang disiplina puro kayabangan lang ang laman ng utak. 

May magarang sasakyan, magpapakitang gilas, Kiber sa pollution, kiber kung may naaksidente. Eh minsan nga sila din yung tapon dito, tapon dun. nasa tapat na nila ang basurahan minsan mas pinili nilang itapon sa sahig. Hindi pa nila naiisip na ang simpleng upos ng sigarilyo na tinitiktik nyo sa kalsada ay consider na pollution? 

Nakakatawa dito sa singapore, Tinagurian silang FINE CITY, lahat ng lalabagin mo may kaukulang pera na siguradong bubutas sa bulsa mo. Nabiktima na ang kaibigan ng asawa ko, dahil sa upos ng sigarilyo. sayang ang 300 Dollars nya. pero itong multa na ubod ng pagkamahal wag ka, ITO ANG KINAKATAKUTAN. sa simpleng paglabag sa batas pwede ka mabutasan ng bulsa at wallet pwede ka ring makulong. Pero walang nag rereklamo, Sinusunod at Infairness, pag may nakita silanng kapwa nila na lumalabag pinagbabawalan nila, minsan nga inaaway. Eh pag ginawa yan sa pinas, siguro isang oras palang na isasambatas madami ng mag iingay, eh baka nga sinusulat palang madami ng sisigaw na GANID ANG GOBYERNO. ibang klase talaga ang pinoy. minsan tuloy hindi ko alam kung maaawa ako o maiinis nalang.

Hindi naman dapat kasi lahat inaasa sa Gobyerno, sa Pangulo. Dapat Sarili mo Responsibilidad mo. Kaso ang nagiging sistema Sarili nila, Ipinanapa responsibilidad sa iba. 

Lahat ng ito isa lang solusyon, DISIPLINA. yun lang pero parang hirap na hirap silang gawin. Ano ba talaga ang problema mga kapwa kong pinoy? 

Dinner Time with L-O-V-E

Coincident or just really soul mates? I prepared my Home made FRIED CHICKEN together with my Home made "Chicken rice" and a ready made, Mushroom soup. Dwijin really likes my home made chicken and of course the chicken rice. he likes mushroom soup but i add quite a lot of water so he didn't like it. Since the other day, I am trying to perfect my very own (can i really say my very own?) Chicken Rice, a very famous food here in Singapore. Until today i already made it, the taste is same with the Singapore one, it's just next time i need it to be more oily / glossy. but the taste is Siok. :)

When Dwi reached home, he is beaming, only to find out that he Da Bao a whole Fried Chicken. :)

I cooked 2 and a half cup of rice and because of the Diet Pills (yes! Diet pills!) I cannot eat a lot, because the pills' effect is making me feel I HAD ENOUGH, even though I am NOT. It makes me lose an appetite. So i only ate a bit of rice and half of my Home made fried chicken while Dwi is having a feast! He finished the whole rice, whole chicken and ate 2 homemade fried chicken. the only thing he never touch is the Mushroom soup, because he prefers it in a thick soup.

I really enjoy cooking, and seeing dwi enjoying my homemade food it gave me more reason to be inspired! Just like last night, i cooked a 6 servings of SOPAS, I only had one bowl and he ate it all. HAHA. If i am trying my best to lose weight for our wedding, I think Dwi is the opposite side of me. :p

DINNER TIME

Di

Our Dinner tonight 

Home Made Chicken Rice

Home Made Fried Chicken that taste like KFC :))

(sorry, a bit burn)

Mushroom Soup! 

(yes! It is a mushroom soup, i swear!)

(Okay i think i put quite a lot of water)

And Dwijin's Da Bao 

(Da Bao means Take away / Take out)

A whole spring chicken with fries. :)

Kitty's make-up kit :)

I know I am not a make-up expert or a guru. But, most of the ladies our there have their very own .....

MAKE -UP KIT

I don't wear make-up everyday.Only, if I am going out with my hubby or with my friends. 

So here's my little make-up kit. 

After applying Toner and Moisturizer. I will apply BB Cream all over my face and Concealer around my dark spots and eyebags. For BB Cream, i'm using Maybelline ; BB White with SPF 50 PA +++ which i think a very important things nowadays to protect our skin. :)

While my Concealer i'm also using a Maybelline product. It's Pure-Concealer Mineral with micro-minerals. 

After applying this 2, I will apply Foundation. I am using again,  Maybelline's Clear Smooth All in One; Shine Free Cake Powder with SPF 25 PA++. Again, it has a SPF. for my skin tone i am using a 03 Natural. 

Next is, Blush on. for me Blush on plays a important role after you apply all the Foundation thingy. Blush on will help you not to look so pale. once again, i am using a Maybelline product. I am using Peachy Sweetie. This is my second blush on, as the first one i bought is not suitable with my face.

For my eyes, I'm rarely using this but i love this product. I used Maybelline's Magnum Volum Express, it's a waterproof which is so siok. 

Finally! I have a product which is not from Maybelline :) . My Brush Pen Eyeliner is from The Face Shop, which i believe is the same company with the Body Shop. I bought this because i want to learn some cool eyeliner design (?) something like those Korean star's Eyes. My Pen Eyeliner is easy to remove. which is a good and a bad point, I guess. 

Okay, Back to Maybelline's Product. For my Eye shadow which i only used for some special occasion. I used the Diamond Glow by Eyestudio and it's a Mocha Brown.

Okay, for my lippy i used Maybelline's Baby Lips. a lip moisturizer / anti-oxidant berry flavor. I love the scent of it, makes me want to eat it instead. So, after i apply moisturizer i will apply now lipstick. I only have 3 shades of lipstick. the first one (Left) is a Rose Pearl the one in center is a Passion Red, both of them are under Colorsensational, with moisturizer. my most favorite one is the Watershine Pure, the color code is B24 i am not sure what exact color is this but for my very own naked eye the color is "barbie-pink" :)

So, here is my mini make-up kit. As you noticed, most of my kit is from Maybelline. I am a Fan and I love their products because it's more suitable for my skin. i don't get any rashes or whatsoever. I guess it's still depends on individual person skin type. :)

Until next time,
Andi

Tuesday with Andi.

Seems that i really fixed my schedule that Tuesday is my Laundry Day and Wednesday is my Ironing Day. For some reason, I don't know why i already have this kind of mind set (?) which i think it's kinda good so our used clothes will not pile up. :)

Anyway, So far so good between me and Dwi. hope that everything will go very smoothly. Last night, He scratched his "cactus-beard".The reason why I call it "cactus-beard" because It's so sharp and painful like a cactus. but i haven't been poke by cactus. My whole arm and some part of my leg and neck became terribly itchy, which is quite normal every time the "cactus-beard" attacked me.I think next time i will take a photo of how it is look like after the "cactus-beard" attacked me. 

But even though i keep on scratching all the itchy part of my body, I had my"deep-sleepy" moment. I told you guys yesterday that Sunday night gave me an Insomnia, which makes me feel like I am floating in the air. But nevertheless, i still managed to cook a very siok sopas that Dwi finished. I cooked about 6 servings and i only had one, means that Dwi had 5 bowls of sopas. Damn, thought that i can have a sopas for my brunch today but I guess, I can only have Toasted Bread with Strawberry jam and milk or Oatmeal and water. I don't cook heavy meal during Weekdays Lunch time except that Dwi is in Afternoon shift. as much as possible I am trying to cut down. If we are having a dinner outside I will choose Salmon with veggies over some Rib Eye steak. Okay i should stop thinking about steaks. which reminds me of the steak at Hougang, no I shouldn't think about it. arghhhh.

Last night, i had a very funny conversation with my former-fiancee, Cads. Yup! I am still communicating with my former guys, because I love to keep the friendship that we have before we went to the next level. Anyways, We talked about how slim we are back then, because we really both gained a lot of weight. (seriously). We even watched our youtube video. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TCymtExdcFc) and it made us laugh, severely. (wow! severely? What the Heck?) For us, our past is a lesson that we adapt to be a better person to our respectively other halves. (yes! we are both happily married). We often talked about our past, and we both laughed about it, specially when we reminds us how silly we are back then. 

Anyway, I saw my new friend's photo and it's really an OH MY GAAAAAAWD!. She is really sliiiiiiiiim. I can see her collar bones now while mine is hiding behind my fats. I just worked in an office environment and been a housewife for months and I gained a lot weight, That's why i really really love F&B. Oh, I envy her so much and her adorable hair. Wish that i loose enough weight before October, for my Singapore Photoshoot. I don't want to be a skinny person, as long that my collar bones are visible in my eyes and in their eyes, I WILL BE EXTREMELY AND SEVERELY HAPPY! :D

This Blog will be so boring if i make it too long and NO PICTURES at all. So here's my Zombie Face for everyone!

I'll caption this as MY LIPPY-LIPPY SHOT :D

Until next then,

ANDI. <3