A piece from my past

I know  i shouldn't get hurt. I don't have the rights and It's not good for me to feel HURT, most specially when it's all part of the PAST.

My mind is trying to create a right sentence or words to use. I am not mad, but somehow i felt hurt. i felt a little bit of pain. just a pinch of it. I am emotional type of person so, i can't help but to shed some tears while typing this.

Before i got married, Before Dwi became my boyfriend. I had a 3 special guy that i fell in love with. Don, who is my manager / mentor, Cads my ex-fiancee and Oink, a good friend of mine. 

Cads, is one of the reason why i choose to go here in Singapore, i want a new life, a new place to breathe just for the sake of moving on. In the process of healing my self from a "dark past", I met Don, He is the type of guy who loves Hello Kitty, but he is STRAIGHT. there are some moment that i felt that the Feeling is Mutual, there are times that No, it's not. we are just so close to each other, like brothers and sisters blah blah blah, blah blah blah. I can tell that Don is the reason why i moved on. due to severe closeness, i can't help but to fall in love with him. aside for being a charming and a cutie pie he is also a sweetie. I thought he likes me based on how he treats me, I though he is the "one". But i never heard him saying that "Krystal, I like you". 

Then here goes Oink. a very supportive friend from Philippines. Oink and I had a short sweet memories (i guess?). He actually came into my life 3 times. 

1. His Bestfriend set me him up to me. There is a getting to know each other stage but sadly, we didn't end up as what his Best Friends wants. I got hurt for some reason that i can't really remember, but i understand.

2. One day, i met him in a Jeepney ride going to our school, Imagined after 4 years we met again. I thought we are destiny. Hahaha. destined for each other. Hahaha. Im such a believer and a follower of destiny. anyway, from that moment we started to have a communication again. As far as i remembered he is a heart broken that time, but nevertheless he is a very supportive friend to me. I invited him to watched my first stage play and i didn't expect that he's really going to watch. After the show, when the lights are on, i saw him and i  can't help myself but to HUG HIM. since then, we constantly check each other  (if my memory is right) i even remember that he picked me up from a late night rehearsal. I though, OH GAAAAD THIS IS IT!. my heart keep shouting PART 2 PART 2 PART 2! but we didn't end up as what i'm dreaming of, i can't remember the reason but the next thing i know is i'm flying off to SINGAPORE

3. My heart is slowly healing because of Don, although i am still hunted by my dark past. Oink never forgets me. I told my self that i'm ready to fall in love again, i will just wait for Oink to ask me and i am sure that i will say yes. but due to Long Distance, our communication is on and off. but i know deep down inside my heart that i am very happy everytime he will sms me on my roaming number. One night, i finally convinced him to changed our relationship status to "In a Relationship" I am quietly happy about it. I remembered that i told him that it's only for a show since we are friends, but the truth is I am actually wanted to be his girl. and i tried to be his girl. until he told me that he is actually courting someone. 

Okay, maybe i am stupid because i didn't say my real feelings. cos i assume that eventually this "for fun" will become "real". The moment he told me about this Girl, i felt that i stab my self with a knife or i put an acid to myself hahaha. but one thing for sure, i felt such a loser. for the third time around, there is still no US.

Most of my friends thought it's Don then Dwi. but they didn't know that there is Oink between them. but i am not mad , cos until now he still a SUPPORTIVE FRIEND to me, and that's the only thing that never change. I am thankful because that situation leads me to Dwi. 

I just felt sad because he can't actually remember about "OINK", our endearments. 

But all is well. 

Promise.

My Darling is a FOREIGNER

Have you guys watched that movie? (My Darling is a Foreigner)  about this Japanese Girl who have a romantic affair with an American Guy (?), that movie is awesome!!

I watched that movie around 2010 (?) together with Dwi, that time we are still in a dating period, i didn't know that i'm gonna get married with Dwi. The movie shows the Differences of two people who grew up in different environment. Just exactly like me. 

I've been married to Dwi for 1 year, 3 months and 3 days to be EXACT. at first it's okay but slowly all the differences came out. I must admit I had a hard time coping up with all of these differences that i didn't saw before.

One of our Differences is ENGLISH. Dude! All along i admit that i am not good in English, my blog is completely messed up with all of my wrong grammar,. but KIBEEEEER!. During our argumentation i always ended up "nose bleed". I don't have a choice but to speak in English, a Language that since birth i am not confident to use. a language that i am very shy to use. but since i met him and i fell in love with him. I forced my self to speak the language that i am afraid of. I told to myself, if i want this relationship to work out, i must  face one of my fears. 

Now, I am no longer shy to express my self to him and to his friends..KIBEEEER! I can speak now some words of Singaporean  Hokkien while Dwi can speak and UNDERSTAND TAGALOG. 

Truly, love speaks a thousand words. 

The History of Potatoes this morning.

My Hubby / Best friend / Partners in Crime knows how to make me laugh when i'm sad, makes me cool down when my blood  pressure goes up and most specially knows how to pissed me off unexpectedly. 

My Blog entry  for today is.............TADAAAAAAN! "The History of Potatoes this Morning".

Last Night, Here's the discussion.

Dwi : So what's for dinner?

Me: I cooked rice but i haven't cook any viand 

Dwi : Waaah! you cook  rice arh? You should cook the potatoes you know, we got a lot leh. potatoes starting to rot

Me: Okay lah. Then tomorrow i will make a mashed potato can?

Dwi : Can.

----The End---

So, this morning i woke up extra early to cook the potatoes while waiting for the MCST people to pass me the extra access card. I even had an idea to post here about "how to make mashed potato" I even took a photo of each and every step of it. Ideas are starting to run inside my small brain. just like this.

1) For you to be able to make a MASHED POTATO, you should have a POTATOES Dude!

2) Take out the skin by PEELING IT! 

3) After you peeled, you should wash it! 

4) Then  you can starting chop / slice it into a "just nice" size. 

5) Boil it! make sure the potato will be soft enough to mash.

6) After mashing it, Add Butter then Mix

7).......................

Then the History starts now, there is no Photo or even step no. 7 cos after the MCST Lady pass the key Dwi said "LET'S GO!". 

Let's Go means, we are going off to the rental van shop. DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN! I told him to eat first but he said no more TIME!. SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAOOOO!. 

Then i NAG him. NAG NAG NAG. Yeaaaah! you can call me a NAGGER if you want, if this kind of moment happen to you, HOW DO YOU FEEL? TELL ME!!!

He told me that he will just eat the mashed potato tonight once he reach home. BUT, NO! I will not continue preparing the mashed potato. I am not preparing dinner tonight no matter how hungry I am now. Lete's see what will happen once he reach HOME. >.<

Good Morning Face

Good Morning People!!!

This is my Good Morning Face.

What can you say?

Time check  4:31 pm. I just reached home from a half day tiring day and i need to take a rest cos there is a continuation later tonight.

I am happy to see my Friends again, i had my lunch at Fong Consult with Regina, Leah, Ianne and Arvin :) what makes me happy more is they said that i loose weight. FOR THE WIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIN!!!! 

I am so much more inspired to loose weight, in fact i bought a supplement that will help me for this super duper mega difficult GOAL of MINE. I bought this supplement so cheap one with the help of a Filipina Promoter who i just met just now so i can avail a 30% Discount. HAHAHA.

But i can't use it now cos i need to wait for the result of my pregnancy test. Sian...result takes so long leh. so excited to know if i am already a mom or not. 

Weather is so Good this afternoon. Not Hot but not raining. Just nice and windy, this is the kind of weather i like. 

I had a very fun night. i am overwhelmed with my friends who supported this craziness of mine. they leave a comments and compliment my wits. HAHAHA. i am more inspired to blog some more, i also even thinking of do some video, but i guess the video part is somewhere in the future, if i already havef a follower even just  a 10 followers HAHAHA.

I'll take a nap first. must recharge! 

I am Happy with your COMMENTS

People!!!!!

I want you to know that i am very 

Happy

Super Happy

Super Duper Happy

Super Duper Mega Happy

With the comments that i got from you. Even though i have a very poor English but still it's a matter of CONFIDENCE and being REAL. HAHAHAHA. From the very beginning i already admitted that my English SUCKS! KIBBBBEEEEEEER!  TEDDY BEAAAAAAAAAAAR:)

I LOVE YOU ALL PROMISE SINCERE TO!

Super Glue

It's Dwi's fault. His Fault. 

Tonight, the person who will rent our extra room will be shifting their stuffs. so Dwi immediately remove the single bed inside cos they dun need it. They are couple who needs a queen size bed. Actually, Dwi and I used to sleep in a single bed and i find it more sweeter than sleeping in a queen or king size bed. I realized the more space that your bed have, the less chance of you and your other half will squeeze and hug each other. 

Since Dwi and I started to sleep in a queen size, i still squeeze my self to him. he is in the edge of the bed already because of me. The reason is, I'm used to his scents already that i can't sleep properly without sniffing him while i'm slowly slowly slowly sloooooowly falling asleep.

Anyway, the topic is not about how me and Dwi sleeps. Let's back to the main topic. so while i'm cooking , Dwi's uninstalling the bed, he accidentally spoil it! ALAMAAAAAAAAAAAK!

So, now you know guys what is the connection of the Super Glue with this Blog, Yes. I fixed the broken pieces of the bed, i put a super glue and the Stupid me accidentally squeeze so much and guess what happened next... CORRECT! The super glue spread on my fingers, but i didn't care much, i still tried to put the broken pieces together until i realize that my middle finger is resting on my pointing finger. VERY GOOOOD! 

My two little poor fingers got stick together like Siao, and i forced to separate them and the pain is like Siao.

Sian, painful lor. It's Dwi's fault leh. i almost burst into tears, then he told me the story of Super Glue. He told me the real purpose of Super Glue. He told me that the Super Glue is meant for medical use, Nope it's not a medicine that you can drink, but if you want you try lah, let's see what will happen to your whole mouth leh. Anyway he said like if operation, after the stitches and all that, this super glue use to put on the stitches before put the bandage (can't remember the term he used). 

Woooh, super glue is really super glue leh. SUPPPPPEEEEER!. the i started to think, does the doctor used super glue to put on the boys "little one" after their circumcision? or does the dentist can put super glue after he/she pluck the wisdom tooth? or what will happen if i put super glue on my lips and close it? will it be very painful if i forced my lips to open? or how long my lips will be close? After that, what will be the smell? will Dwi very happy to kiss me?

Anyway, my fingers are so weird now cos it's very rough. hope tomorrow everything will be fine :)

The Wedding Planner

After all the "Kalokohan" i did earlier for my two blog entries.

1) Kung Ako yung bida...... 

http://andichat.blogspot.sg/2012/06/kung-ako-yung-bida.html

2) Halo Halong Opinyon. Purong Tagalog 

 http://andichat.blogspot.sg/2012/06/halo-halong-opinyon-purong-tagalog.html

Let's move on to our Next Topic, which is about Wedding Preparation. I Have a Friend who is a Wedding Planner. Nope, He is not my friend just because he is our wedding coordinator for our Philippine Wedding, he is my friend all along that i met during Theater Days.  Anyway, He will be here and his Team for our Pre Nuptial this coming July 6-9 2012. 

I am actually planning to invest in his Business, as i love to plan things. One of my greatest dream is to be a Wedding Planner, just like what the movie and the book that i watched and read. I love sharing ideas, i love arts, i love passion and emotions of LOVE. i love events!

Okay, now, at this very moment i 'm having a conversation with him. He is telling me that their is a couple who wants to get married with a budget of 2-3 milllion pesos. HOMAYGASSSSH! Imagined how many homeless people can have a decent house and a food to eat that can last for, i dunno how many days...but my point is 2-3 million pesos is a lot. But that is my first reaction when i found out about this couple, just like other people (i guess???).

But, the side B of my opinion is, WHO CARES?! WHO THE HELL CARES IF THEY WANT TO SPEND MILLIONS FOR THEIR WEDDING.

They love each other, and wedding is once in a Lifetime and personally i think that Wedding is one of the most important part of our Life. It's part of the STAGES in a person's life. if you skip this stage, it feels like you are missing something in your life. Couples want to have a memorable wedding. I assume most of the couples want it that way, am i right to say that?. If this couple got tons of money then let it be. I am seriously happy for them and i wish them a fruitful marriage. I wish that this couple will last forever. They will remain friends and lovers until the end of time. 

Hey! Friendship is the most important thing in a Relationship...Admit it!

Kung ako yung bida.......

NGA NGA

Ako ay nanonood ng Dahil sa Pag-Ibig, sapagkat hindi ko siya napanood kagabi. kaya replay nalang ang aking pinapanood. ang masasabi ko lang sa arte ni Piolo nung maalala nya lahat ng mga memoryang nakalimutan nya. Nakita nya muli ang kanyang ina kung paano ito nasagasaan. 

Masakit para sa isang anak ang makita ang kanyang Ina o Ama o kapatid o pinsan o kung sino man ang malapit sa kanya ang masagasaan. kung ako yun. iiyak din ako ng parang ganito.

Nagulat

 Hindi makapaniwala

Sumisgaw ng "NAAAAAAAAY"

Umiiyak

 Napahinto at Nagtaka

 Napaisip

 Ibang babae palayung Kabit pala. HAHAHAHA

Halo Halong Opinyon. Purong Tagalog.

HAHAHA. Ang nakakaasar sa akin ay mahina na nga ako sa salitang banyaga mahina rin ako sa atin sariling wika. ang tinutukoy ko ay ang malalim na wikang Tagalog. PANGKATAGALUGAN.

Habang tinitipa ko ito, ako'y nakikipagtalakayan sa aking kaibigan na si Jiggo. ako ay nanghihingi ng Inspirasyon o Ideya kung ano ba ang maaring gawin kong paksa dito. marami naman siyang naimungkahi. ngunit lahat ng kanyang mungkahi ay hindi ko alam. Maganda ang kanyang mungkahi ngunit wala akong alam. 

Ang una nyang minungkahi ay ang tungkol sa mga bagay na nauuso ngayon, mga teknolohiya. maganda ang kanyang mungkahi ngunit wala akong alam sa ganitong paksa. Hindi kasi ako maka bagay na nauuso dahil sa teknolohiya. Sa katunayan nga ang aking makabagong teleponong walang kordon ay hindi ang naayon sa panahon na ito, yung bang tinatawag nila matalinong telepono kung saan ang usong-uso ay ang ako-telepono.  matagal ko ng pangarap magkaroon ng ako-telepono ngunit datapwat hindi umaayon ang aking kabiyak sapagkat ito ay nakakabutas ng bulsa. hindi naman kami mahirap ngunit marami lang talagang mga bagay na dapat unahin katulad ng bayad sa kuryente at bayad sa kahong may umaandar o umaarteng tao. 

Ang pangalawang paksa ay tungkol naman sa mga pook na maaring puntahan. mga pook na usong uso sa mga tao para mawala ang pagod at magliwaliw. ang problema sa akin ay hindi ako pala labas ng aming bahay dahil sa mga rason na ito

Una.  sa tindi ng init dito sa aking tinutuluyan, hindi ko nanaisin mag liwaliw sa labas dahil ayoko matusta, ayokong abutan ako ng aking kabiyak na isa na akong inihaw na malusog na pusa, natatakot ako baka gawin akong ulam ng aking kabiyak. 

Dwi: Ano ang ating pagkain ngayong gabi?

Ako : .....

Dwi : aba, mukhang masarap itong relyenong inihaw na malusog na pusa.

Pangalawa. wala kaming masyadong salapi para pumunta sa magagandang pook. gustuhin man namin ngunit kami ay nanghihinayang sa iwawaldas naming salapi, dahil ang salaping hawak namin ay sakto lang sa mga bagay bagay na importante sa pang araw-araw naming buhay.

Ang pangatlong minukahi ng aking kaibigan na si Jiggo ay tungkol sa mga ala-ala ng aking kabataan, ala-ala noong ako ay nag aaral pa lamang sa unibersidad. wala akong maibabahagi sa inyo dahil hindi naman makasaysayan ang aking pagkatao noon. Isa lamang akong normal na mag aaral na paminsan minsan ay umaarte sa entablado. kung hindi man ako umaarte sa entablado ako naman ay sumasama sa aking mga taong kasundo upang magpalipas ng oras. para humalakhak at mapawi ang lumbay. 

Habang tinitipa ko ito, ako ay nahihirapan sa salitang ginagamit ko, sa panahon kasing ito ang mga kabataang Pilipino ay kadalasang magkahalo ng salitang banyaga at sariling wika. kaya ang pagsasalita ko ng purong Tagalog ay kasing tumbas ng hirap ng pagsasalita ng purong salitang banyaga. Iisa lamang ang resulta ng pagsasalita ng puro. kundi dumugo ang ilong

Ito ang tinatawag na dugo ang ilong.

Sa katunayan, napakahapdi ng aking ilong sapagkat isang maanghang na sawsawan na gawa mula sa kamatis ang aking ginamit. 

Why I Blog?

Why I blog despite of nobody is reading aside from me and my Nanay (mommy)? am i just wasting my time? my answer is NO.

I blog because this is the only way to share / express my whole thoughts for the whole day. you see, I'm alone in our house. Nobody's to talk to, aside to my sister through skype. I only depends with my friends like Sarah and Clang whenever they are off. so, once in a while (aside from Sarah that almost everyweek)  they accompany me. 

After i do all my household chores i felt like i'm a LOOOOOOOSER. I don't have a Friend :(. so i just typed every silly thoughts that my mind keep on thinking. and besides it's my way to practice my English. my grammar and spelling. double purpose!

I don't intend to make this blog site to be popular. cos there is nothing here is fun to read, my daily life as a housewife is not interesting. It's boring for others to know. Haha. but doing this blog as a housewife makes me entertain my self, cos i seriously talk so loud whatever things that i'm about to type.

But this coming two weekends i'm sure that it's not a boring day for me, I'll be attending a party this weekend, and the following weekend, i'll be having a wedding photoshoot with Dwi for our Phil Wedding. 

A Siao photo of me. Bored to death. I need a Friend. 

So is there anyone free today, just call me, Maybe???

Ang buhay ng isang OFW

Ang buhay ng isang OFW ay hindi madali. hindi puro saya, hindi puro tawa kadalasan pa nga ay panay luha.

luha ng lungkot, lungkot sa pangugulila, pangungulila sa pamilya.

I considered myself as an OFW at the age of 19. It was my Internship sa Singapore. i had a mix emotions back then bago pa dumampi ang mga paa ko sa Changi Airport. I felt i'm lucky to be given this kind of opportunity and at the same time i felt so sad, sabi nga nila ang isip ang pinaka powerful part ng ating body. dahil naiisip ko palang na malalayo ako sa pamilya ko, i felt homesick na kaagad.

Since birth noon lang ako malalayo sa pamilya ko ng bongga. I travelled with my schoolmates and my bestfriends, but it's not enough for me not to feel the "homesick". Lumipad ako papuntang Singapore na dala ang Lakas ng Loob kasama ng mga damit ko. Ang bahay na tinutuluyan namin noon ay sobrang liit na kapag kaming apat ay tumayo walang ng space. mahirap ang buhay, hindi madali. mahirap makisama sa ibang lahi, hindi maiiwasan ang maliitin ka o awayin ng mga ibang lahi. hindi mo maiiwasang hindi maiyak sa tindi ng sama ng loob na nararanasan mo.

Pero ang Pinoy, hindi nagpapatalo. madapa man tayo pilit parin tayong bumabangon. Hindi susuko, lalaban tayo. tayong mga Pinoy ay maabilidad, madiskarte sa buhay at higit sa lahat ay maparaan kahit pa tila tayo ay dumadaan sa butas ng karayum. 

Nakakalungkot lang minsan isipin na ang mga naiwan na kamag-anak o minsan mga kaibigan sa Pinas, akala nila na nagpapasarap tayo sa buhay. yung ibang pinoy naaawa ako kasi mismo ang mga kamag anak nila ang akala ay nagtatae sila ng pera, kung makahingi WAGAS. tila ba ang nasa isip nila na MILYONARYO ang mga OFW, ni hindi ata nila naiisip ang mga gastusin at hirap ng isang OFW. may mga iba naman, pag umuwi ng bansa ang isang OFW nag susulputan ang mga kaibigan na sa totoo lang mukhang nakakalimutan na sila nung nasa ibang bansa siya, yung tipong may moment sa buhay ng isang OFW ng kailangan nya ng kaibigan ngunit wala siyang mahanap pero ng umuwi parang mga kabute na nag susulputan. minsan nga pati ang mga kaaway nagiging automatic ang kaibigan. Hindi ba nila naisip na ang mga OFW na ito ay maaring natanggal sa trabaho at wala ng natitirang pera? kung mag pa libre pa WAGAS, kung mangutang kala mo kung sino mabait pero pag usapang bayaran na NAWAWALA na. 

Sana, maintindihan ng bawat Pinoy sa hindi kami nagpapakasasa sa pera, hindi kami ngapapakahirap para manlibre ng isang buong bayan. hindi kami kumikita ng milyon kada buwan. kailangan din namin mabuhay sa ibang bayan na pinagtratrabahuhan namin. Sana, maiba na ang pananaw ng mga Pinoy sa mga OFW. gumising sana lahat sa katotohanan, sa realidad ng buhay. Na kaya nag O-OFW ay dahil katulad ng nakakarami satin, gusto guminhawa ang buhay. 

He said i have a CANCER and i'm going to DIE

Last night before i go to sleep of course i took showered! cos lately it's so warm here in Singapore, so HOT.  yes, we have an air con but we seldom use it, we are saving money!!!!!. anyway about the shower thing, i noticed that i have a small round thingy somewhere in between of my belly and my pussycat dolls. HAHAHA.

 I got scared wondering what the hell is this. so after i showered i go straight to hubby and showed it to him.

ME:  Sinta, what is this

Dwi: Looks like a pimple to me

ME: Is it?

Dwi: what do you think of me? a doctor?

ME: yes

Dwi: You have a cancer and you're going to DIE

ME: .......

***sob***

I felt i am bullied again by Dwi. I'm just asking him cos he is more knowledgeable when it comes to science. why he bullied me?  i felt he don't have concern with me. because before that he scold me again cos i downloaded this application called viber to his phone. he keeps on complaining that i download so many application to his phone. then i told him that i don't have a smart phone cos he doesn't want me to buy one.

Yes, I am not using a smartphone, No IPhone not even Samsung. I am still using the normal Nokia phone. There is two reason why i'm still using Nokia

1) I am careless, i always drop my phone. We all know that Nokia is the strongest brand of phone

2) We thinks that Top-up is way cheaper than Line. I only spend $28 dollars for Two months :) its a great way to save money to buy more clothes and shoes. Hahaha

But i'm still wishing that someday i'll be owning a smart phone. so i don't feel such a looser. HAHA. but i'm also thinking that if i will have my own smart phone, i don't have anymore reason to touch Dwi's phone, if the situation will be like that, how am i going to K-po on his phone? Hahaha.

Damn Bored Afternoon. Sian

Today is Wednesday,

Today is Sarah's Off day

Today is Ironing day

Today is Bum day

Sian

Sian

Sian

Haiz...

Anyway, i just finished ironing all the clothes that i washed yesterday, a lot leh and i really really hate ironing Dwi's H&M short sleeves cos the cloth is so damn hard to iron.  i dun know what kind of cloth / textile is that but what i can say is, it's so damn easy to have a what i called "fold marks". i dunno how to call that things, but in Tagalog we describe / call it as "madaling magusot", just google translate it and you will find out what i'm really talking about.

We woke up so early today cos the person who's going to rent our room (Yeah, we got one more bedroom downstairs, a total of 2 bedrooms) is coming to sign the contract. Damn! this person really pissed me off last night, even Dwi got mad at him. cos he supposed to sign the contract last night at 9:30 pm. a night before yesterday this person keep on sms me asking what time he can come, the i told him that i wait for Dwi to come home first cos i dunno what time he can go home yesterday. Damn so irritating! then here comes the "signing of contract" day. Waaaaah he didn't showed up. He didn't call us. Dwi tried to contacted him but can't reach. Daaaaamn! Then i called Ryan, the Manager at Auntie's Ush Restaurant Bar (because the guy is working there) I called Ryan because he also keep sms me asking me to message him once Jeff (Okay the guys name is Jeff) come. i ask Ryan why he's looking for Jeff, then he told me that he also cannot contact him since morning. Wahlao I thought something happened to him leh.

I seriously thought that something happened to him. something WRONG happened. The last time i received a message from him is last Monday night. I thought that, the night while he's on the way home someone rob and kill him. chop his body and put inside the luggage then threw at Bedok Reservoir (i dunno where Jeff staying). but that's all part of my imagination. I am so mad when he finally called me around 11:00 pm. Imagined! he called 11:00 pm, 1 hour and 30 minutes after he make us wait! I don't feel like talking to him so i told him to call Dwi instead, i don't want to curse him.

Anyway, we still decided to rent the room to him and to his wife, but we change a bit of the contract, instead of 1 year we changed it to 6 months, we even become stricter and put a lot of conditions. Sian. people must learn mah!

I really hate people who's late or not punctual or no one word.

The story of my feet.

I have a very weird color of toenails >.<

Waaaah.  Paang Luya. Damn!

It's a very very weird color of toe nails. Hahaha. specially pag tumama sa ilaw. waaah it looks something alien color haha.

Unlike this one, the color is so nice and yummy! hehehe.

I actually went to Far East Plaza yesterday to ask the lady to remove my callous on my whole feet. Haha. The China Lady, who happened to be the same lady who did my Foot Spa (but sadly, she can't remember me) Jie Jie (sister) had a hard time to remove it. i can see it on her face. too bad i don't have a photo of her.

I love to go there (i forgot the name of the shop/boutique) i certainly will go back there next month,swear! i need to maintain the cleanliness of my feet so no more callous. CALLOUS FREE. but i must invite sarah and clang to join me. it's no fun to be alone, even shopping alone, it's not fun at all.

I hope one day, Clang, Sarah and Me will have a ME time together :)

A survey from Gff Mariz. :)

Boredom strikes one more time. Hahaha. It's 4:19 in the afternoon and until now i haven't hit the gym. LOL. I'm having an afternoon conversation with Mariz. (we always conve every afternoon, but this past few days nag pahinga kami Hahaha) and she told me that she's typing something and she will pass it to me.

I've waited for a couple of minutes wondering what she's really typing. Finally, she tagged me on FB (yeah we always talk sa FB) and i saw a survey. Wow lang, bagets na bagets ang dating. but T'was fun so i tried it also.

 So, Here's my Answer to Mariz's survey.

 Can you name 30 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 30 people. *NO CHEATING*

 1.Dwijin      6. Clang      11. Borj           16. Tracy      21. Kenneth      26. Boss G
 2.Aisle        7. Lester      12. Raymond   17. Kei         22. Randy         27. Kristina
 3.Ying         8. Allan       13. Cady          18. Emman   23. Mylene       28. Iza
 4.Mariz       9. Bhen       14. XJ              19. Ryan       24. Joshua        29. Jazz
 5.Sarah      10. Pat         15. Kelvin         20. Ivan       25. Don            30. Aaron

 THE QUESTIONS: •

How did you meet 10?
College Days, sa Lyceum I think 2nd year second sem? Not so sure Hahaha

• What would you do if you had never met 6?
Edi wala kaming forever tutuksuin kay #10. Ang Loveteam nila ang nagbibigay buhay saming mag babarkada. hahaha

• What would you do if 20 and 15 dated?
Cannot be lah. Both Guys mah. Hahaha

• If you could marry between 6 and 14 who will it be?
Though I’m officially and legally married to # 1, for the sake of question I will answer. Haha. Obviously I can’t marry #6 because we’re same sex so I don’t have a choice but to take #14 :p

• Did you ever like 9?
Yes! Sino bang magiging choosy pa kay #9? Hahaha. I liked him before we became best of friends. But I still like him now for being such a wonderful and one of the funniest best friend I had *beauty queen answer*

• Have you ever seen 4 cry?
I Can’t remember. Although it’s quite impossible for her to cry (she’s the clown kasi in our barkada) I strongly agree na umiyak na ito noon. hahaha


• Would 4 and 17 make a good couple?
No. Hahaha. Both are committed to their lablabs for years now.

• Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple?
No, Hahaha. Aisle is Dwi’s non-biological daughter but not (yet) legally adopted :p

• Describe 8:
#8 ay may two characteristics. My First Impression to him is may pagka mysterious type and mahihin effect but after that “First Impression” He’s very down to earth talaga.

• Do you like 12?
Haha. Seriously, I never liked #12 as more than a friends. There is no romantic feelings towards him. I liked him for being such a good brother to me and to aisle.

• Tell me something about 17:
summary ; #17 is my bestfriend turned to crush turned to best enemy turned to boyfriend and eventually ended up as Best Friend. :)

• What’s 7’s favorite color?
Blue, he is powe ranger’s Blue Ranger unless he changed color already. lol

• What would you do if 18 just confessed they liked you?
I won’t be surprised. Hahaha. He is my oldest friend. I met him since K2.

• When was the last time you talked to number 15?:
Last Last Week? But I think later he’ll be here.

• How do you think 19 feels about you?
A siao (baliw) wife of dwijin. Haha

• What language does 13 speak?
English and Tagalog

• Who is 2 going out with?
She’s too young ! Hahaha

• What grade is 16 in?
Graduate na itey, ka batch to ni Dwi, now she’s a full time Flight Attendant at Singapore Airlines. (Feeling ko Grade School gumawa ng survey na ito)

• What is 5’s favorite music?:
Party Songs!

• Would you ever date 13?: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA. As in super HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA. #13 is my former fiancé, but now both of us are happily married. I think I’m fine having a friendly date with him just to catch up.

• Is 11 single?:
Hmmm. I seriously no idea with latest chismis about my cousin.

• What is 10’s last name?
Gonzaga

• Where does 18 live?:
Hala. I forgot na yung name ng place but I remember how to go there. It’s quite near sa bahay naming in Phil.

• What do you think about 20?:
He’s my Kuya-Kuyahan!

• What is the best thing about 30?
A good listener

• What would you like to tell 14 right now?:
Wazzup bro?


• How did you meet 9?
 College days, since first year first sem

• What is the best and worst thing about 2?
There is no worst thing about #2. She will always be the best and everything she do is the best for me.

• Are you going to know 3 forever?
Yes, for a lifetime na itey!

• How long have you known 26?
 A year plus already.

• Who is 24?
Joshua is my Bisprind protector.

• Are you or did you ever date 2?
 Yup! Together with Dwi.

• Do you have a crush on 27?
Minsan sa buhay ko nung bata pa ako, OO.

• Would you kiss 25?
 Kung dati Yes, now NO.

• Have you hugged/kissed 22?
 I hugged Kuya Randy before, minassage ko pa nga eh and he told me gagawan nya ako ng fruit cake in return hahaha

• Would you like to hug/kiss 21?
 Yup I would Hug him. He’s my Kuya.

• Is 29 your gff?
Can consider as one of my Gff.

• What do you hate about 23?
Nothing, cos she’s nice and pretty and one more thing, sexy.

• What’s your relationship with 28? Cousin cum Nanny. Hahaha.

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 I answered with full honesty. Hahaha, if someone happens to pass by sa blog ko. you can also join us by answering this survey and tag me along.

Laundry Day

Tuesday is always Laundry Day for me.

Front View

Right Side View with my new Plant / Flower 

 Left Side View with the special participation of Washing Machine 

We stayed at 5th Floor (Top) and we are blessed with a very powerful mega super hot sun. so my clothes usually dried easily. by afternoon should be all dry up. 

While waiting for the my laundry 2nd batch. I am watching showtime, Welcome back ANNE CURTIS!

Anyway i want to feature my lovely plants which we bought last saturday for the sake of housewarming deco.

 This is LAB short for Lavender. Nope this plant is not Lavender, i am no idea what plant is this. but i find the color and the pot so nice that's why i choose this. she is located at balcony.

 This is Bongga (Fabulous) Short for Bougainvillea ( I didn't know that the spelling is this, i checked my bestfriend google for the spelling, and it's really FAB) we place Bongga at our pool area, together with Pinky.

 This one is Pinky, i also don't know what kind of plant is this, but i liked her. we bought pinky already like that, looks like almost dying and i am trying to help pinky to recover.

 This is the View. Our Private Pool outside our Master Bedroom  together with Bongga and Pinky

And inside our room is BITU, she's taking her nap. Hahaha.

I swear after i finish all my laundry i will go to gym. hahaha. Today is laundry, tomorrow is Ironing. That's the life of being a housewife :)

Obsession

Obsession Obsession Obsession Obsession Haiz Obsession. 

Recently, but not very recent maybe a couple of months ago i am very obsessed with dresses. HAHA. not only with dresses but also with this certain brand of clothes. hahaha. feeling ko kasi i'm forever 21 :)

It's a very wrong timing kasi I DON'T HAVE A WORK!!!!. but i can't help myself, yesterday i bought a new one which i immediately hid inside our wardrobe before my hubby found it. cos the last time i bought 3 new dress he make noise. 

Day 1 : we met at MRT-Paya Lebar going to Bugis

Hubby : you bought a new dress?

Me : Yup :)

Day 2 : Going out with Hubby

Hubby : You bought a new one?

Me: Yes

Hubby : how many you bought?

Me : Secret

Hubby : *pissed off*

Day 3 : Dinner with his MCPSC

Hubby : new one again?

Me: Yeah

Hubby: you don't have a work and you still keep on buying

Me: But it was on sale

Hubby : how much you bought it

Me: It's not that expensive, reasonable price

**Hubby keeps quiet. 

***After a minutes, hubby coming down from our master bedroom, holding a price tag

Hubby : you bought it with this price. so expensive

Me: It's on SALE.

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Now, the latest one that i bought yesterday, i hid it. for two reason

1 ) I'm hundred percent sure that he will scold me 

2) I'm planning to buy another one on saturday when we go shopping :)

Yes, i am starting to become obsessed with dresses, maybe because this is the only way that i can think of to hide my fats, my big stomach. I AM A CERTIFIED FAT LADY ALREADY. I AM FAT FAT FAT FAT and i'm starting to get depressed because of this. I can't run so much cos of my asthma but the last time i went to gym i runned for 30 minutes and i thought i'm going to collapse, SERIOUSLY. Later, this afternoon i will try to hit the gym downstairs to have a run after i do my laundry (i liked our gym downstairs as nobody's else using it and of course! the air-condition ) 

I seriously need to loose weight, as i getting fat and fatter. people thinking that i'm the house helper in my own house! Hahaha. I even sometimes think that people will think that i am a maid. Hahahahha. LOWER SELF-ESTEEM. 

A Friend

Wooooh! I don't know what to say. i don't know how will i express my self, how will i describe what i am feeling right now other than so disappointed with my self. Haiz.

I'm a friend, as a friend i get hurt if i found out someone is hurting my friends, specially best friend's feeling. I'm a human who is most of the time is driven by my emotions. I'm a friend and a human.

I made something that i thought will help her or something that i will let that biatch knows that my friend got a friend here that anytime can defend her. i just can't take what this biatch doing to my best friend. I was so mad, full of anger. my friend didn't do anything, she doesn't deserve everything that this biatch doing. I was driven by my emotions. I thought i can help her, i though that i can be a superhero. i just want to defend her but it didn't turn out right.

I made the whole situation worst for her, now that biatch continue to disturb her with hatred messages. and the worst thing is, it's my FAULT, my whole FAULT to make my friend suffer some more. I made her so mad today, disappointed, sad and stress.

I keep on saying sorry to her, but i know my sorry is not good enough, i can't take away all her sadness. my sorry can't turn back the time, it can't change the situation to be better. I am completely hating my self today or maybe until the following days.

Now, i will sleep with a sad heart, a worried heart. a disturbed heart. i'm just hoping that everything will be soon okay. not tonight, but at least tomorrow?

Haiz.

Andi

Housewarming

The most awaited day finally came. Sunday = Housewarming day.

I woke up today with a very nervous body system as i am worried if my hubby's family will like the food that i will cook. though i forgot to take a photo of the foods that i cook and the dessert that i made i am still happy for the ending of this day.

I cooked Pinoy style chop suey and i also cooked my Tatay's Recipe of Hipon (Prawn). I even made mistake of doing the Prawn thingy cos the 2 kg of prawns cannot fit in our small pan. i started cooking after lunch which is roughly about 1 o'clock and i finished around 4:30 pm. Last minute Sarah can't make it cos she's not feeling well, which is i understand cos her manager draining all her energy, grrr that inconsiderate manager of her, but that is a different story that maybe one of these days i will share with you all.

The first Family member came is my favorite Auntie, this Auntie which i call now Tita is very nice and sweet. i can see my biological Tita to her (Hubby agrees, maybe because of how they walk, talk and their own actions) Before i met my hubby, i knew her already. anyway, Tita Ush presence makes me feel okay and not  nervous anymore. I am happy that she likes the foods that i prepared, specially the dessert because what i heard is she's a good baker and her compliment makes me happy.

Second came is my Hubby's family. they brought champida (not sure with spelling) from Malaysia. (Nope, they are not from Malaysia) I'm always felt so nervous with my hubby's presence even if i stayed with them for 1 year +. But today, i felt different. I never felt nervous. They are the most important person that i really want to please but because i am always scared or shy or frightened with them, i felt that there is a wall between us. Hahaha. But i am happy that today i didn't felt that wall. i even help Pa to remove the skin of champida. I am very happy when both Ma and Pa compliment my foods and dessert. i felt that i am the most happiest person in the whole world. :)

Third, Uncle Heeren and Auntie Nandini came together with the triplets (yes they have a triplets) and one more son. I had a moment with Auntie (naks! Moment!) we talked and i am very proud to my self that i am no longer shy lady. (hope this one will continue) Hahahaha. The last person to arrived is Uncle Somen (not sure with spelling again) and his son (im not sure if its rabin or dravin, i am not also sure if that's their names Hahaha).

Now, i am dead tired. dead tired but so much happiness inside. now i will sleep with a very happy happy happy heart

Andi

Because I'm in L-O-V-E

I made this video around November 2010. Those times that i'm wondering if there is still a chance for me and for my sinta (boyfriend before, hubby now) to be with each other's arm again. Hahaha ang cheesy ko lang!

I left Singapore October 15 2010 2 days after his birthday. 1 month and 3 days palang ang aming new relationship but i felt so much trials already. due to my loneliness and not knowing what will be the future of our relationship (hirap kasi ng Long Distance Relationship) i made this video, kahit na mali-mali ang english Kineri ko, 'cos all the words na nilagay ko eh what my heart really wants to say.

I'm thankful, I am Lucky, I'm Happy and I'm Longing for him. My loneliness is slowly eating me. I love him despite of all the differences that we have. i love him for being him. he is no perfect but he is just right for me. i'm not expecting for a perfect guy, cos there is no such thing as perfect. perfect only exist in Dictionary, not in this world. I'm just hoping for a guy who will accept me for being me, oh well lahat naman ata tayo we want someone who will accept us for being who we are, right? sino bang may ayaw ng ganun? but addition dyan eh, someone who will accept my little sister which i treat her as my very own daughter, which is nakita ko sa kanya. :)

who would have thought na, we will get married? Agad Agad after ko makabalik for the short vacation. I married a guy who i just barely known for 6 months, i just totally followed my happiness, what is the reason for my heart being happy. Hahaha. Homaygash I'm so baduy na! Hahaha!

For those couple out there, don't lose hope, i know there are a lot of times na parang always argumentation na lang, but always remember that TRIALS lang yun to strengthen your relationship. Hahaha. Bongga advice advice lang ang peg.

Sige na, i'll end my blog na. i need to prepare dinner for my hubby :)

Andi

Video that i found :)

My best sassy girl best friend who is one of my bride's maid, made this video last 2010.

It's our Graduation Month, when she's not sure if she's able to attend our graduation day (but she attended it!)

Yingay and to all of our uniberks. here is the video that she dedicated to us. :) watch nyo na bago pa tanggalin sa site ko. Hahahaha.

A Tiring Saturday

Now, it's 3:40 pm (while typing this) and we are very exhausted. actually we just reached home from plant nursery. 

We supposed to wake up around 5 am, i even set the alarm at 5 but i don't know how many times i let it snoozed. Hahaha. we finally woke up around 6 am. the reason for this is we went to wet market. like what i said last night, it's my first time at Singapore's wet market. It's totally different from what kind of wet market i grew up. Our wet market's floor is literally wet, smelly and noisy. the market here is clean, uses white light (hahaha, we use yellow light, that looks the market so messy?). anyway, not much of variety and very small maybe because the place that we went is one of the little market here. one thing i like about market is they sell cheaper price than the groceries and of course, Seafoods looks more fresh!

After we bought the prawns that we need, we had our breakfast at the coffee shop just beside of the market. After that we went back home and clean the prawns then we had a nap again. we need to take a rest because we need to go at the plant nursery. It's so damn hot. i felt like i am being grilled or Barbecued. We walked and walked and walked to see what we like.

Damn its really hot and my mind can't concentrate of what to type. 

Andi

Friday Night

Two more days to go for our housewarming!

Dwi invited some of his relatives and i only invited two of my uni buddies, Sarah and Clang.

Hopefully Clang can make it since she told me she have work on the afternoon while Sarah is totally free!

we can only invite few people as our house is not spacious enough. 

Oh well, i made a mango float (a refrigerated cake) requested by my hubby, he actually wanted me to do the  "same" thing that my Nanay (mommy) did which he really likes and hopefully with my own rendition, capabilities and of course with my own hand i really really wish that i give justice with my nanay's recipe. Hahaha

I went to Lucky Plaza, a popular place for Filipino people here in Singapore, just to buy the Graham, the biscuit. yesterday, i just realize that i shouldn't buy the other ingredients at NTUC since i am going to the plaza to buy the biscuit, wish that i bought the other ingredients there as well.

Anyway, i haven't tried the mango float as Hubby doesn't want me to cut even just a small piece on it. i just wanted to taste it so at least i will know if it's nice or taste like shit. >.< but what now? i can't do anything so i really really wish that it's nice. (crossfinger)

Anyway, Hubby also want me to cook some veggie stuff, so i suggested that i will cook a Filipino style chop suey, so he bought all the ingredients for me. my hubby loves to do the grocery things, he also accompanied me to go grocery i think because he doesn't want me to spend so much Hahaha.

Okay, i'm gonna knock off now, since we need to wake up 5 in the morning tomorrow to buy a fresh prawns at wet market...oooohhh...Wet Market, i didn't know there is a wet market here i am so excited about it and i should shut my mouth now. 

Andi.

Preparation for Housewarming party

In my country, i dun think that Housewarming is a norm. maybe yes, for some richi-rich people and no, for someone like me who grew up in a simple Family. 

When my hubby told me we're having a Housewarming for our small house (which he never ask me again how i feel about this thing) i just said okay, since he already decided about it. what i just hate is it's too rush. 

okay, to make everything clear, he already told me before around April that we're having one, but since then i never heard anything about it, and then somewhere in May, he just get the small calendar and marks that on this day (Can't remember actually the date) that we're having a house warming, but after that i never heard anything about it. so i got so surprised that now, June we are finally having our Housewarming. 

After that Final Decision he made, as usual i never heard anything about the preparation. until yesterday, which is 3 days from now is our so-called-housewarming-party. I'm not against it, because if this is something like part of their social practices then i will go for it, because i respect their tradition. i just don't like he never ask how i think about it. 

I told him last night before we sleep all my concerns, i told him i tried my best to help or assist him but i expect him to be the leader since i haven't experienced this, but what's happening now is, after he decided on the date, he just leave everything to me which i really really hate. i felt all the pressure is with me. i felt that as a wife i must do a good one, since i don't expect that our visitors will understand that THIS IS NOT A NORM IN OUR COUNTRY. (i dun know, i just felt that most of the people here in this country that they are expecting US (Foreigners) to just adopt anyhow there culture which i also think is a good practices, but i think their expectations are too much. they even forget that These Foreigners have their own beliefs in life. Sian.)

I only have 3 days to prepare, still haven't decided on foods. well i just think of this as Christmas or Feast Day. so hopefully i can survive :)

Lovelots

Andi